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  • Whispered Promises

    Whispered Promises

    Chapter 1

    Once in a lifetime, you meet someone who changes everything… ♥

    “Bea…! I’ve been looking for you everywhere—and here you are, as always.” It was the nearest café to their college. Jade was always on her toes searching for Bea, and there she was, devouring every sip of her coffee.

    “If you know you can always find me here, in the same place, then why were you searching for me here and there? You should’ve texted me instead,” Bea said without taking her eyes off her coffee.

    “A text? I’ve been calling you, Bea. But why would you pick it up, when you’re more in love with your coffee than anything else?” Jade sat down next to her, unable to resist teasing her.

    “You must devour love, especially if it’s for coffee or food. Oops! Sorry, I forgot. Have some. Enjoy it,” Bea said, putting an end to the discussion they were about to start.

    “No thanks. You carry on,” Jade replied, amazed at how relaxed Bea was.

    “Okay,” Bea muttered. That was the only thing she could say. Ugh…

    “Stop it, Bea. Nothing is going to happen to you if you don’t eat or drink for a while. Please tell me…did you attend Sir James’ class? Can you share your notes with me?” Jade was already opening her phone camera to snap a picture.

    “Don’t tell me you missed it again,” Bea said.

    “Yup. Now please hurry.” Jade was asking for notes, but Bea wasn’t even listening.

    “Bea, it’s your second cup of coffee. Please put it aside and let’s discuss a few things.” Jade opened Bea’s bag and pulled out the notes herself.

    “Jade…! Do you want a sip? It’s yummy,” Bea offered, ignoring everything else. Her full attention was on her second cup of coffee. But she never missed a chance to tease Jade, especially since Jade hated coffee.

    “Hell no!” Jade said angrily. She was about to say something when someone came and stood in front of them.

    “Hey, beauties! How are you? Why are you always sitting in the same place? Aren’t you bored? Just look around you…the world is so beautiful.” Without noticing their expressions, he kept tossing out suggestions.

    “Excuse me! Who are you? And what are you doing here? Nobody asked for your suggestions.” Jade stared at him, while Bea looked downright annoyed.

    “Don’t you know me?” His tone was sarcastic, but he had no idea what was about to happen.

    “No. I have no interest in knowing who you are,” Bea replied boldly.

    “I’m Henry! Henry Paul! This whole university knows me.” It wasn’t him talking…it was his pride.

    “Correct yourself. I’m a part of this college, and I don’t know who you are. Don’t tell me you actually believe you’re famous here. Whoever you are, leave now. We’ve got no time for your nonsense.” It was Bea’s turn to return the unwanted favor.

    “Wait. Now you know who I am. But if you want to know more, you can ask me anytime,” he said, trying his best to hide the sting from the slap of words.

    “I have no interest. You are excused. Let’s go, Jade.” Bea and Jade were about to leave when Henry caught Jade’s wrist and pulled her slightly closer.

    “Remember, we have a lot to talk about. Where are you going, dear Jade?” Henry looked straight into her eyes. At his touch, Jade froze.

    “Leave her!” Bea had a strange feeling, the way he said Jade’s name, the way he held her wrist…but all she could do was protect her best friend from this idiot. With every passing second, his grip tightened, and Jade’s eyes welled up with tears.

    “I won’t leave her. What can you do?” Henry challenged her. All he could hear was the sound of that slap Bea landed on his face.

    Many students were now watching. Jade’s wrist was free. All she could see was rage on Henry’s face.

    He took two steps toward Bea. But before he could take another, Jade grabbed Bea and dragged her away. But his last words made her heart sink.

    “I’ll remember this, and I’ll make sure you never forget it!” Henry was shouting, but Bea paid him no attention.

    ************************

    “Hey…! What’s up, Kidi Bidi?”

    As soon as Bea entered the house, she saw Julie waiting for her eagerly, practically on her toes. Born with psychological trauma, Julie was the youngest and most delicate member of the Morton family.

    “Don’t talk to me. I’m angry,” Julie snapped, turning around and heading to her room.

    Bea had always been more like a mother to Julie…caring for her, providing everything she needed before she even asked, and often feeding her by hand. Though Julie was twelve, she needed attention like a toddler. Bea pampered her constantly. Julie was usually calm, patient, and quiet…….rarely naughty.

    “Oh, hey Mum! You’re home today?” Bea was surprised to see her mother, Daphne. She rarely stayed home, always preoccupied with mysterious affairs, neglecting even the child who needed her most. It often felt like Daphne had no real role in the house.

    “Yeah… Not happy to see me here?” Daphne asked.

    “Of course I am! It’s a nice change, even if it’s just for a day. By the way, where’s Dad?” Bea asked cheerfully, unpacking her things……except for one item she’d already taken out while chatting.

    “He’s out with a friend. Anyway, go get changed and come quickly. Let’s have dinner together. We’ve been waiting for you,” Daphne said, watching her.

    Daphne wasn’t the kind of mother who nagged about every little thing. She was mostly wrapped up in her own world.

    “Alright! Let me go and call Julie. I know she’s cross with me,” Bea said and left the room.

    Julie, who had been secretly peeking from her room to watch Bea, quickly sat down by the door to show her displeasure.

    “Kidi Bidi… Hey, sweetheart, I’m sorry. Look what I got for you,” Bea said, holding out a box of Julie’s favorite candies.

    “No! I don’t want to talk to you.” Julie’s eyes locked on the candies, her mouth watering, but she held her ground.

    “Okay… I said sorry. But if you don’t want these delicious chocolate candies, I’ll just throw them in the bin. Oh……and Mum’s waiting for dinner. Come on,” Bea said, standing up.

    “Hey! How could you??” Julie cried, quickly snatching the box and running out of the room.

    “Kidi, you are one of a kind,” Bea said with a smile, following her to the dining table.

    “Bea, would you like to have some coffee after dinner?” Daphne asked. She knew Julie would fall asleep soon afterward.

    “Yeah, sure, Mum…if you make it!” Bea said, a spark of excitement in her voice. Moments like these, just her and her mum, were rare.

    “While you’re making coffee, I’ll put Julie to sleep,” Bea added. It was Julie’s bedtime, and she always needed Bea’s warmth to drift off.

    “Perfect,” Daphne replied, with a smile that hinted at peace and inner contentment.

    **********************

    “Bea! Bea! I’ve been calling you forever. What world are you lost in this time?”  It had become a habit between them, one sitting quietly in their secret spot, the other searching until she found her.

    “Hey, Bea! My hand’s burning here, take it!” Jade said loudly, still getting no response.

    Jade had grown up in a different world, pampered and protected. She had never done things like this for anyone. But spending time with Bea had changed her. It opened her eyes to new perspectives and deeper understanding.

    “Umm… No, I’m not thinking about anything. I was just… Give it to me. What were you saying?” Bea asked, finally snapping out of her daze and taking the coffee from Jade.

    “Nothing. I just brought you a cup so we could enjoy this weather and chat a bit. But no college or study talk, please!” Jade said, holding her hands together dramatically. But she noticed that Bea, though physically present, was somewhere far away.

    “Alright, tell me, what’s eating you up? I’ve noticed for days now. Spill it, man…” Jade’s tone shifted to one of concern.

    “Today… Henry stopped me on my way to class. Some students noticed, and I… I don’t know, Jade. I’m not scared. I’m just… worried. Do I have to give up on my dreams because of what happened that day?”  Bea’s fear was visible in her eyes. There was no point hiding anything from Jade.

    “Wait…what? You still haven’t told your parents?” Jade asked, shocked.

    “No…” Bea replied in a soft voice.

    “But why, Bea? You have to tell them,” Jade said, frustrated.

    “It’ll be really bad if they find out. They’ll stop me from coming back here. Don’t you know how strict….my father can be? I know he’s kind, but in this case, he won’t listen. He’ll assume the worst and start lecturing me,” Bea said, her voice trembling, revealing her inner turmoil.

  • Chapter 3

    Chapter 3

    “What’s this journal doing here? I don’t know why, but this story sounds so fake….almost as if someone is hiding another secret,” Lyra muttered, closing the book as a strange unease settled over her. For some odd reason, the name felt familiar, yet she was certain she had never met a girl named Layla.

    When she glanced at the clock, she realized it was past midnight. With a sigh, she placed the journal on the shelf and got up. After changing into her nightwear, she climbed into bed, but sleep refused to come.

    She didn’t look back at the journal. If she had, she would have seen the cover darken to an inky black. Had she opened it again, she might have found the answers she desperately needed. But she didn’t.

    Restlessness gripped her, though she couldn’t say why. As thoughts of the journal swirled in her mind, her eyelids grew heavy, and before she knew it, sleep claimed her.

    When she opened her eyes, she was no longer in her room. A sprawling military camp, unlike any she had ever seen, stretched before her. The tents were made of rough, dark canvas, adorned with unfamiliar symbols, and the soldiers wore armor that seemed both ancient and futuristic.

    In one section, wounded men rested as healers hurried between them, tending to their injuries. Farther away, near the outskirts of the camp, fires crackled under iron pots, where a few soldiers took turns stirring the contents. The scent of burning wood and simmering stew mixed with the sharp tang of blood and metal an odd contrast that unsettled her.

    The air crackled with an energy that felt both magical and technological, a strange fusion that made no sense.

    Am I dreaming? Lyra wondered, her heart pounding as distant voices caught her attention.

    “Look out!”

    She jumped at the voice and turned, but the warning wasn’t meant for her. No one was looking at her. Confused, she stepped closer, drawn toward the heated argument taking place. But as she laid eyes on the girl speaking, a chill ran down her spine.

    She froze.Staring back at her was… herself. Or at least, someone who looked exactly like her.

    The other girl was too busy arguing to notice her presence. Facing her stood a man, his broad frame and warrior’s stance unmistakable. Though she couldn’t see his face, something about him reminded her of a Viking soldier.

    “You want me to trust you, Rowan?” the girl spat, her voice shaking with anger. “You expect me to betray my father for you?”

    Rowan. So that was his name. But with his back still turned, Lyra couldn’t read his expression.

    Then he spoke….his voice rough, yet strangely captivating.

    “I’m not asking you to betray your father. I’m asking you to trust me. Can you do that?” His voice, firm at first, softened into something almost pleading.

    “I am leaving,” the girl said, seething with anger. But the man caught her wrist, spinning her around and pulling her flush against him.

    “No, you’re not. They don’t know you’re the enemy’s daughter, Lyra. When they find out, they will come after you…”

    Lyra froze. Not only did this girl look exactly like her, but her name was also Lyra.

    Before she could process it further, the man lifted the girl into his arms, carrying her effortlessly despite her protests. Still, Lyra couldn’t see his face. She was about to follow them when a distant voice echoed her name being called.

    “Lyra, Lyra, wake up, honey. It’s morning.”

    She slowly opened her eyes. Sophia was looking at her, as if waiting for her to wake up, her expression unreadable. The images from the dream lingered in her mind, particularly the girl who looked like her and the sound of that name—Rowan. It felt… significant, somehow, like a memory trying to surface.

    “What happened, Mum? Why did you wake me up?” Lyra yawned and fell back onto the bed as if she were going to sleep again.

    “Uh-uh, you are not going to sleep again. It’s hard for you to even come here, and now you want to waste the day sleeping? It’s already 10 in the morning.” Sophia pulled the comforter off her.

    Lyra woke up dejectedly. “Alright, I’ll get up.” She got up, feeling downcast, and entered the washroom.

    Sophia’s face paled. Without another word, she turned on her heel and hurried out of the room.

    In the garden, Olivia and Wren sipped their tea, their conversation halting as Sophia rushed toward them, her face tight with worry.

    “What is it, Sophie?” Wren asked.

    “It’s Lyra. I heard her say the name Rowan. She’ll remember her past in no time. I just don’t understand one thing—her powers are sealed, so how come…?” Sophia stopped, not completing her sentence.

    “I hope nothing goes wrong. She’s only twenty-five. Her powers, a force both potent and volatile, were sealed for her own protection—a measure that was supposed to last until she was thirty…” Olivia’s expression hardened.

    “Hello, what’s going on?” Lyra’s voice cut through the conversation as she walked toward the garden.

    “Um, nothing. We were just waiting for you. Come have breakfast with us.”

    “Of course, I was going to,” Lyra said, sitting with the three ladies. Something felt off. The tension in the air was almost tangible. But before she could ask, Olivia started talking about something else, steering the conversation elsewhere.

    *******************

    He stood at his post, patrolling, but his heart pounded faster than usual. He could feel something…something he had been waiting for.

    “Rowan, hey man, what are you doing here? I think your duty ended two hours ago.”

    Rowan composed himself, turning to his teammate with a serious expression.
    “Yeah, I was just here to clear my mind,” he replied. “I’ll be going.”
    Without another glance, he walked away, his eyes dark with determination.

    “I have to find you. Wherever you are, I’ll find you,” he murmured to no one in particular.

    Midnight came, and Rowan lay in his bed, staring into the darkness. His room was void of light…just like his life. Sleep was a battle he didn’t want to fight. The moment he closed his eyes, that agonizing scene would return to haunt him.

    He was a born warrior, never one to back down from a challenge. But somewhere along the way, he had mistaken his life for one, and in doing so, he had lost her.

    He remembered her face, the way she looked at him before… before he let her go. He’d convinced himself it was for her own safety, but now, the memory was a knife twisting in his gut.

    Sometimes, he wished he could turn back time. Rewrite the past. If given the chance, would he still make the same mistake? But deep down, he already knew the answer.

    Finding her again was his only hope. But he had to do it without alerting her.

    How would I even find her? For a moment, the warrior’s mask slipped, revealing the raw vulnerability beneath. What if he never found her? What if it was too late?

    That was his final thought before exhaustion pulled him into dreamland… where, if only for a little while, he could be with her again.
    His thoughts began to blur, the edges of reality dissolving into a swirling vortex of memory and longing, pulling him under.

    ************

    The orange and pink hue had completely overtaken the sky. Light shied away, welcoming the oncoming darkness. It was evening, and mist had covered everything. Autumn is coming.

    Rowan sat in his tent, checking some letters the king had sent. The message was clear, hurry…a command that enraged him, for he was being forced to do something he didn’t want to do. In frustration, he slammed the table.

    “Tsk, tsk, my dear. It won’t do you any good to pour your anger on a poor, wooden object, now will it?”

    “And who are you again?” Rowan seethed, not surprised by the visitor.

    “I am Wren. In a sense, I’m Lyra’s governess. I’ve been with her since birth…to protect her.”

    Rowan cut her off, his voice laced with disbelief.
    “To protect her? You lied to her mother. Do you think I’m interested in your games? Lyra is nothing but a pawn to me, so you..”

    A quiet whimper stopped him mid-sentence. He turned sharply, only to see the woman they had been discussing, Lyra standing there, her face frozen in devastation.

    “Rowan…” Her voice trembled, broken.

    And just like that, Rowan jolted awake. His heart pounded violently in his chest, his breath uneven. His hand was outstretched, as if grasping for someone who had already slipped through his fingers.

    A dull ache settled in his chest as his own words replayed in his mind, cutting deeper than any blade.

    “Why did I say that?” he whispered, his voice raw. “Will she remember all of this when we meet?”

    With a heavy sigh, he lay back down, letting the weight of regret press into him once more.

    ****************

    There was a stench in the room, a mix of dampness and something acrid, clinging to the air. The only light came from the moon filtering through a window, casting eerie shadows on the walls.

    A silhouette in a black robe stood in the darkness, chanting spells in a low, rhythmic murmur. The hood concealed her face, casting it in deep shadow. Only the gleam of her eyes and the occasional flash of a twisted scar hinted at the fury within.

    Suddenly, she stopped chanting and opened her eyes, narrow slits of danger lurking in the black depths. The right side of her face appeared burned, the scars twisting her expression into something even more menacing.

    “Oh, so the seal is weakening. In no time, she will remember her past, and then it won’t be good for us. I’m afraid this time… we will be no match for her.”

    “My lady, what should we do?” her minion asked, eyes downcast, avoiding her piercing gaze as if terrified of what he might see.

    “We will wait until she recovers her memories.” Her voice trembled with hatred.

    “She stole my birthright, the power that was promised to me! And Wren… that bitch turned her back on me. Choose her over me. But this time, I won’t let her off so easily. Because of her, I was cast aside, left to rot in the shadows while she basked in glory. But not anymore. Keep an eye on her.”

    “Yes, my lady,” the subordinate replied, bowing before disappearing into the shadows.

    She smirked, the expression making her face even more hideous.

    “Layla, you’ve been reborn just for me. The power you hold…I’ll take it back, because it was mine to begin with. And that bitch Wren… she betrayed me for you. I’ll give her the most miserable death.”

    At the end of her sentence, she laughed maniacally, the sound echoing through the dimly lit room, thick with the weight of unspeakable malice.

    **********

    “Mama, is there something I need to know?” Lyra wanted to ask directly about the strange story she had read, the one about Layla. But deep down, she knew no one would tell her the truth.

    Still, after thinking about it all day, her curiosity had become too heavy to carry. So instead, she chose to ask Sophia in a roundabout way.

    Sophia looked at her for a long moment, then sighed. “Why would you think that?”

    Lyra looked away, biting her lip. “I’m sorry. I couldn’t help myself. But… sometimes I feel so different from everyone else. The world outside feels like a blur in my mind. I don’t know how to make friends. It’s like something is missing.”

    Sophia’s eyes softened, but they held something Lyra couldn’t quite name…a mix of longing and something heavier.

    “Why would you think that? Everything happens in its own time. Even if we want something, that doesn’t mean it will happen the way we want it to.”

    “I don’t know,” Lyra whispered. Then, after a pause, she added,

    “But Mama… you never told me about my father. We live in such a quiet, faraway place. There aren’t many houses nearby. It’s like… we’re living all alone.” She trailed off, the words getting tangled in the lump rising in her throat.

  • Chapter 2

    Chapter 2

    Layla sat in front of her parents, her eyes downcast. She didn’t want to face them, knowing they would dismiss her words just like before. Each time it happened, she clung to the fragile hope that they might finally believe her. But once again, that hope shattered.

    She met their accusing gazes one last time before rising to her feet and retreating to her room. A hollow emptiness settled inside her as she walked away, each step heavier than the last. She couldn’t believe this was happening to her.

    It had all begun when new people moved into their neighborhood. Their community was warm and welcoming, always ready to embrace newcomers. When Layla’s mother heard about them, she turned to her daughter with a bright smile.

    ‘Let’s visit them with some homemade food,’ she said enthusiastically. ‘They’re new here, so adjusting must be hard at first. They need some friendly neighbors.

    Layla didn’t want to go meeting new people, which made her nervous and self-conscious. Her mother hoped this visit would finally help her break out of her shell. But Layla wasn’t ready.

    When her mother insisted, she reluctantly got ready. Now eighteen, she found herself withdrawing from everything, which worried her mother. But without realizing it, her mother was only making things worse, forcing her into situations that felt suffocating.

    Layla longed to spend time with the other girls in the community but her mother always found a reason to keep her inside. When she wanted to wear a specific color, her mother would say it didn’t suit her. These constant restrictions weighed on Layla, but she never complained. Her father was always working, and by the time he came home, he was too tired for her to disturb him.

    Day by day, she spoke less, retreating to the quiet of her room. She only emerged when summoned, feeling more like a guest in her own home than a daughter. With each passing day, her mother felt more like a stranger. And her father? He had never truly been there at all.

    Meeting Mrs. Stewart was a surprise; she was nothing like Layla’s mother. She had two daughters, Tania and Lora, and a warmth that had always been missing from Layla’s life. At their first meeting, she even insisted Layla’s mother call her by her first name.

    “Oh, Catherine, please call me Eve. I don’t like being called Mrs. Stewart; it makes me feel old,” she said, laughing. Catherine joined her, something Layla rarely saw her do.”

    Tania was Layla’s age, and Lora was three years older. Unlike the other girls in the community, they made her feel included. Soon, the families began gathering almost every weekend. Their fathers became friends, talking about everything from politics to work. But Layla’s father barely acknowledged her, speaking to her only when necessary. Their dinners remained silent, as if no one was really there.

    Layla counted the days until she could see the Stewarts again. Their home felt lighter, warmer like she could finally breathe.

    One weekend, during a gathering at Tania’s house, she pulled Layla aside. They climbed to the rooftop and settled into the chairs. The autumn breeze carried a slight chill.

    “Layla, can I ask you something?” Tania hesitated before continuing, her voice laced with concern. “I hope you don’t take this the wrong way, but it feels like you rarely get to make your own choices. It’s like… your mother decides everything for you. I don’t mean to offend you, but after meeting so often, I see you as a friend. Every time I asked if you wanted to go out shopping, a picnic, anything your mother refused before you could answer. And whenever I insisted on asking you directly, she wouldn’t let me. Are you and your mother not getting along?”

    Layla froze. No one had ever asked her what she wanted before. Her throat tightened, and her eyes stung with unshed tears. She had spent so long enduring in silence. But now, for the first time, she wanted to tell someone.

    Lyra was so absorbed in Layla’s story that she didn’t notice the pages were no longer blank.

    “Well, my mother…” Layla hesitated, then took a deep breath. “My father is always working, so she’s lonely. All her attention is on me like she’s afraid I’ll leave her. And my father…” Her voice wavered. “Let’s just say he’s obsessed with money. Even though we have enough, it’s never enough for him. They used to fight about it, but after a while, my father started leaving for weeks. My mother doesn’t bring it up anymore.”

    Layla trailed off. She opened her mouth to say more but stopped herself. Tania didn’t push her, waiting in silence.

    “Like they don’t want me in their lives. Not my mother, of course. She needs someone to control, after all. But my father… he never speaks to me, never looks at me, never even remembers my birthday.”

    Layla let out a shaky breath. “I don’t know… I feel like a puppet. And if this keeps up, I don’t think I’ll last long, you know.” Her voice cracked as tears spilled down her cheeks.

    Tania, who had been listening silently, stood up and wrapped her arms around Layla, holding her tightly.

    Unbeknownst to them, Layla’s parents had arrived to call her home. Hearing their daughter’s words, they froze. They exchanged guilty glances but said nothing, the weight of their own choices pressing down on them.

    In the days following that conversation, Layla noticed small but strange changes. Her father, who had always been distant, now watched her quietly. Her mother, usually quick to instruct or scold, remained uncharacteristically silent. She didn’t say anything to Layla, but the shift in the air was undeniable.

    She didn’t know what to make of it, but she didn’t dwell on it too much until something unexpected happened.

    A study tour was coming up at school, and Layla desperately wanted to go. But deep down, she already knew what would happen. She would ask, her mother would refuse, and her father would stay silent. Just like always.

    Except this time, it didn’t happen that way.

    During dinner, her father cleared his throat and said, almost hesitantly, “If you want to go on that study tour… you can.”

    Layla’s fork froze midway to her mouth. For a moment, she thought she had misheard. Her father never cared about things like this. And yet, here he was, giving her permission. She turned to her mother, expecting her usual disapproval, but instead, her mother remained silent.

    Layla stared at them in shock, but they both avoided her gaze.

    That night, as she was getting ready for bed, her phone buzzed. It was Tania.

    “Hey, guess what? I kind of convinced your parents about the trip.”

    Layla blinked, then clutched her phone, a lump forming in her throat. Her voice wavered as she whispered, “Tania… thank you.”

    Layla was buzzing with excitement that Saturday morning. She had skipped school to prepare for the study tour, carefully packing her bag, her heart light for the first time in ages. She didn’t know that in just a few moments, everything would come crashing down.

    The doorbell rang. Layla barely paid attention, folding her last outfit neatly into her bag. But then silence. A heavy, suffocating silence. She frowned. Something was wrong.

    She stepped out of her room and froze. Her parents stood in the living room, their eyes locked onto her with something she had never seen before. Accusation. Disgust.

    “Mom?” she asked, her voice small, hesitant.

    Before she could react, something flew through the air and struck her cheek with a dull thud. She winced, stumbling back as the object fell to the floor. A gift box.

    Layla’s mind reeled. What?

    “So, this is why you want to go?” Her mother’s voice cut through the air like a blade. “Because of some boy?”

    Layla’s breath hitched. “What?”

    “Is this why you resent my influence? Because I stop you from running around meeting boys?” Her mother’s face twisted with anger. “I should have known.”

    Layla stood frozen. She had never faced anything like this before. A boy? What was her mother even talking about?

    She turned to her father, silently begging for support. But he only looked away, his jaw tight, his expression unreadable. The betrayal stung just as much as her mother’s words.

    She sank onto the couch, struggling to form a sentence. What could she even say? The gift wasn’t hers. She had no idea who sent it. But would they even believe her?

    The silence stretched.

    Then, without another word, she stood up and walked to her room, her vision blurred by tears.

    It was over. The little freedom she had grasped slipped through her fingers like sand. There was nothing left to say.

    Lyra frowned. Something about this story didn’t sit right with her. Why were Layla’s parents so conservative? So what if she had met a boy? Wasn’t she supposed to make friends?

    She turned the page, but a strange unease crawled up her spine, making her grip the book tighter.

    Layla’s gaze landed on the kitchen knife. She had considered packing it for protection just in case. But now, as her world crumbled around her, it felt like the only thing she could control.

    Her fingers trembled as she picked it up, her vision swimming with unshed tears. A hollow numbness settled in her chest.

    Then, before she could think, before she could stop herself she pressed the blade to her skin and dragged it across her wrist.

    Blood welled up instantly, trickling down her arm in warm, crimson streams. She stared at it blankly, feeling nothing. No fear. No pain. Just… nothing.

    Darkness crept in from the edges of her vision. Then, everything turned black.

    Meanwhile, in the living room, Layla’s father was pacing, his hands clenched into fists. “You shouldn’t have scolded her like that!” he snapped. “She’s just a child, Catherine. It was just a gift!”

    Catherine’s face paled. “But she didn’t tell us about it! How could I have known?”

    “You overheard her conversation with Tania,” he shot back. “Maybe she didn’t feel comfortable telling us but if we had trusted her, maybe she would have!”

    Catherine swallowed hard. A sick feeling settled in her stomach. “I think you’re right. I….I shouldn’t have scolded her like that.” Her voice wavered. “But she is our only child. What if something happens to her?”

    Ding dong.

    The doorbell rang, sharp and sudden.

    Catherine flinched. She glanced at the clock. It was noon. Who could be visiting at this hour?

    Tania smiled as Catherine opened the door. “Hello, Aunty. Sorry to disturb you at this hour. Oh Uncle is here too.” She stepped inside, unaware of the tension that thickened the air.

    “Actually, my cousins sent me a birthday gift, but it was delivered to the wrong address. We tracked it and found it was sent here. Thank God, otherwise, it would have been really hard to retrieve.”

    She paused, frowning. “Aunty, are you okay? You don’t look well. And where is Layla?”

    Catherine’s breath caught in her throat. Her vision blurred, heart pounding violently in her chest. Without a word, she bolted past Tania and ran to Layla’s room.

    Catherine’s world tilted as she pushed open the door.

    The sight before her sent a piercing scream ripping through her throat.

    Layla lay crumpled on the floor, her arm slick with blood. The knife lay beside her, its blade stained red. Her pale face was eerily still, her lips parted slightly as if she had tried to call for help. The room smelled of iron and something worse…regret.

    Catherine stumbled back, her hands trembling violently. “No… no, no, no!” she choked out as she rushed forward, shaking Layla’s shoulders. “Layla, wake up! Please, baby, wake up!”

    The hospital halls blurred as they wheeled Layla through the emergency doors.

    “Help her! Please!” Catherine sobbed, gripping her husband’s arm so tightly that her nails dug into his skin.

    Layla’s father stood frozen, his face ashen. He tried to say something, anything, but no words came. His daughter, his little girl, was barely clinging to life, and it was his fault.

    Hours dragged on in agonizing silence. Catherine clutched her hands together, whispering desperate prayers between choked sobs. Layla’s father paced, running his fingers through his graying hair, his eyes red-rimmed and hollow.

    Then, finally, the doctor emerged. Her face was grave.

    “She lost a significant amount of blood,” the doctor said quietly. “We managed to stabilize her, but… she’s slipped into a coma.”

    The words hit them like a sledgehammer. Catherine swayed, her knees giving out. Her husband caught her just in time, his own body trembling as the weight of their mistake crashed over them.

    During the long months of waiting for Layla to wake up, Layla’s father learned what true helplessness felt like. No amount of money, no business deal, no social status could change the fact that his daughter lay unmoving, trapped in a world he could not reach.

    Every night, he sat by her bedside, whispering regrets into the sterile hospital air.Catherine, too, was a ghost of herself. Guilt clung to her like a shadow.

    When Layla’s eyes fluttered open, the harsh white light of the hospital room blurred her vision. A dull ache pulsed in her wrist. She blinked slowly, her body heavy, her mind clouded.

    “Layla?”

    Her mother’s voice wavered, thick with tears. Layla turned her head slightly, her gaze landing on Catherine’s tear-streaked face. Her father sat beside her, his hand clutching hers like a lifeline.

    Then, like a dam breaking, the memories crashed over her: the gift, the accusations, the crushing loneliness that had driven her to that desperate moment. Her heart pounded as she pulled her hand away, the pain of betrayal fresh in her chest.

    At first, Layla kept her distance. She answered their questions with short words, avoided their eyes, and turned away when they reached for her hand. She wasn’t sure if she could ever trust them again.

    But then she saw her father, the man who had never spoken much to her, now sitting by her side every night, telling her stories as if trying to piece back all the years they had lost. She saw her mother, once controlling and harsh, now tentative, unsure, afraid to break her again.

    And slowly, ever so slowly, something in Layla’s heart softened.

    “I’m still angry,” she admitted one night, her voice raw. “I don’t know if I can forget.”

    Her father’s grip tightened around her fingers. “You don’t have to forget,” he said, his voice thick with emotion. “But if you can… please give us a chance to make it right.”

    And for the first time in a long time, Layla thought that maybe, just maybe, she could.

  • Chapter 1

    Chapter 1

    She was standing on a bridge, her cloak billowing in the wind. Her hair was dishevelled from running, tears streaming from her eyes. She clenched and unclenched her hands as if to control the onslaught of emotions that were hitting her again and again. Below the bridge, the water flowed with ease, as if to comfort the lonely girl.

    Lyra cut him off. “But what, Rowan? I thought you were the only one who was faithful to me, but you’re just like them. You didn’t even trust me enough to share your burden. Tell me, was it okay? You must have laughed behind my back at how naïve I’ve been. I don’t understand what kind of creature I am for everyone to fear me. You were with me, weren’t you? This whole damn time…”

    She started hitting his chest, her voice quivering, and tears falling more rapidly. But Rowan didn’t stop her. He clenched his jaw, waiting for the turmoil in her to calm down.

    “Tell me, Rowan, have I ever harmed anyone? No, that must be the reason they hunt me like a beast…” Her turbulent emotions didn’t let her finish her sentence, but Rowan understood. He moved forward and hugged Lyra tightly to comfort her, but Lyra, lost in her agony, didn’t feel his arms around her.

    “Tell me, are you my tormentor or my protector?” Suddenly, Lyra lifted her head from his arms and asked him.

    “Listen to me, love…” Rowan’s tone was urgent, but hearing the endearment, something snapped in Lyra.

    “Don’t call me that! I’m just a tool to you.” She pushed Rowan harshly, and Rowan let her push him, but letting her push him was his mistake.

    Because she ran so fast, for a moment Rowan fell into a daze, and when he came out of it, Lyra had already jumped into the river. His eyes widened, and he jumped after her.

    Lyra felt everything start to blur around her. She didn’t even struggle, as if the very life force had been drained from her by the betrayal of her love. She felt someone jump after her, but it was too late. Her consciousness faded, and she lost the battle to death.

    ***************

    Present Time

    She was sleeping soundly. Her red hair sprawled on the bed. The curtains were drawn, making the room darker. The room was spacious and divided into two sections.

    One section had been turned into a library, and the other was for the girl who was sleeping soundly. Tall wooden bookshelves containing books related to magic and fantasy were kept in the library, as the girl found herself drawn to such books. A plush armchair and a table were placed in the library.

    On the other side, there was a wardrobe, a vanity mirror, a table, and beside it, a washroom. Overall, the room gave a cozy feeling.

    Someone knocked on the door, but the girl didn’t stir. “Lyra, I am coming in.” Then someone pushed the door open.

    “Goodness, you are still asleep. Come on, Lyra, wake up.” The intruder was none other than Wren, Lyra’s nanny. She pushed the blanket off Lyra and opened the curtains, which brightened the room.

    “Umm, Wren, let me sleep some more,” Lyra mumbled, trying to hide herself under the comforter again, but Wren beat her to it.

    “No, today is your mother’s birthday. There is going to be a celebration, so please get up.”

    Lyra got up groggily, pushing her hair from her eyes. She looked up at Wren, who was a year older than her own mother but looked younger and more petite, fitting her name.

    Sometimes, Lyra found Wren mysterious, but she didn’t know how to ask her about it. There were times when Wren seemed to know something before it happened. Lyra found it really odd that Wren could have chosen to work anywhere, but here she was, sticking with Lyra.

    Of course, she was glad that Wren was with her because sometimes she felt lonely. She didn’t know where these feelings were coming from because she had opted to live alone when her parents wanted her to live with them.

    Sometimes, she would get bored of that lifestyle, with all the parties and everything. It wasn’t that her parents didn’t love her; they did. But Lyra sometimes felt as if her life was a puzzle, and she was missing many parts of it.

    After her morning routine, when she came out of the room, Wren had prepared her breakfast. She and Wren both sat at the table.

    “So when are you going to get ready? Sophia has called a gazillion times this morning.”

    “It’s not like the party has started now—it won’t start until the evening anyway.”

    “Yeah, but Lyra, you don’t want to go there like a guest, do you?”

    “I don’t know, Wren. Sometimes I feel like…”

    “Feel like what?” Wren asked her, as if wondering what was going on in her mind.

    “Like Mama is hiding something from me. As if she knows something about me that I don’t, and…”

    “Wait, hold on, young lady. I think you should stop reading those magical books of yours. They are putting nonsense ideas in your head.”

    Lyra rolled her eyes. “Yeah, yeah, blame it on my books.” She got up after finishing her breakfast. “Alright, I am going to get ready. Help me select a dress.”

    “Alright, I’m coming.” Wren smiled at her, but when Lyra entered her room, the smile left Wren’s face, replaced by a worried expression.

    ***********

    It was evening, and she was completely ready for the party. She was wearing a blue gown that accentuated her curves. Her hair cascaded down her shoulders. To match her outfit, she wore silver heels and minimal makeup. Although she was not conventionally beautiful, today she looked pretty.

    She was the only daughter of Sophia Whitmore, a successful lawyer who had quit her job and was now living with her sister, Olivia Whitmore, Lyra’s aunt. However, Lyra wasn’t very close to her aunt. Her only friend was Wren. She didn’t ask her mother about her father because she knew some topics were not to be discussed, and she preferred it that way.

    Lyra was very young when her father left them. At the time, her mother, Sophia, was a mess, and it was only Wren and Olivia who were there to support them. Although Lyra doesn’t remember much about her father, she sometimes feels a deep yearning for his love. Both Sophia and Olivia love her dearly, but Lyra never felt particularly close to them, even though Sophia was her mother.

    Lyra was twenty-five years old and had graduated in English literature. After graduating, she chose to be a full-time writer. Once she saved enough, she moved out of her mother’s home, despite protests from both her mother and her aunt. Although Lyra sometimes felt like a burden, her mother didn’t leave her alone. Wren was sent with her.

    Even though her new house wasn’t far from her mother’s house, she still felt free in her own space. The house wasn’t big—only two rooms, a kitchen, and a washroom—but it was enough for her.

    The Whitmore house was bustling with sounds. Her mother hadn’t invited many people, just her old friends and acquaintances, but it still filled the house. Lyra had already sent her gift through Wren, so she didn’t have much to hold apart from her phone. She didn’t use her phone much, though, because honestly, who would she call anyway?

    Just as she exited her house, her phone started ringing.

    “Wren, I am on my way. No need to scold me. Besides, they’re all Mama’s friends anyway—it’s not like they’re going to mind me…” she said while signalling a taxi to stop.

    “Come quickly; your mother is waiting for you.”

    “Alright, I’m in the taxi. I’ll be there in twenty minutes.” She cut the call and directed the driver.

    ********

    It had been an hour since the party ended, and her mother, Sophia, hadn’t left her alone for one moment.

    “Mama, it’s your day. Don’t fuss over me, please. It’s not like I’m going to get hurt.” Her aunt looked at her sympathetically, as if she knew her plight. “Save me,” she mouthed.

    Olivia smiled and went to them. “Come on, Sophie, let the child breathe. You didn’t even let her sit with the ladies.”

    “Why is it so hard for you to understand that I miss my sweet girl?”

    Lyra rolled her eyes. “Come on, Mama, it’s not like you haven’t seen me in weeks.”

    “Yeah, but it’s not the same anymore. You don’t live with us anymore.”

    “Are you feeling lonely, Mama? Auntie, you should look for someone for Mama. She really needs someone in her life,” she said, glancing at her aunt Olivia.

    Olivia and Wren both chuckled, while Sophia smacked her on the head.

    “Ouch! A moment ago, you said you missed me, and now you’re smacking my head.”

    “I don’t have time for your nonsense.” Sophia then got up and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner, while the rest of them laughed.

    After a while, Olivia asked, “Are you okay, Lyra?”

    “Yeah, I am. Why would you ask that?”

    “Um, nothing. Just checking up on you.”

    Lyra felt uncomfortable with the question, so she said, “I’ll go help Mama in the kitchen.”

    “Wren, is she really okay?”

    “Sometimes she’ll feel lonely, but nothing has happened so far. However, she suspects that Sophia is hiding something from her.”

    “I’ve told Sophia to compose herself in front of Lyra again and again, but she won’t listen. We can’t risk…” Her sentence was cut off by Lyra.

    “Dinner is ready. Come on, everyone.”

    Olivia’s expression softened as she looked at the mother-daughter duo setting up the table together.

    “Pray that nothing happens this time, Wren.”

    “It won’t. We will protect her this time.” They both looked at each other and nodded.

    ********

    At her mother’s insistence, Lyra and Wren stayed with Sophia and Olivia, as Lyra didn’t want to upset her mother. After dinner, Lyra went to her room. It was just the same as before. Her room in her own house was inspired by this one in her mother’s house. She had spent her whole life in this house, and now coming back to her old room felt a bit strange.

    She walked over to the library section, which was completely identical to the one in her own house. The only thing that might have changed were the books.

    She was looking for something to read when her eyes fell on a journal. Its cover was a shiny black, and it looked like someone had polished it recently. Lyra, as if in a trance, went to that section. She pulled out the journal and started reading it.

    The journal told the story of a girl named Layla. It was written in third person, as though someone distant had recounted the story. The journal seemed to call to her, as though she somehow knew the person who had written the story.

    As if entranced, she opened the journal to its first page, only to find it blank. Lyra frowned and flipped to another page, then another but all the pages were empty. But in the middle of the journal, the writing suddenly began.

  • Longing

    Why is it so hard to forget the past when we have the power to shape our future? All we seem to do is remember the childhood where we once felt pure joy…….a joy that slowly fades as we grow up. I wish we could stay children forever, untouched by the cruelty of the world.

    Fiction has always been a way for us to escape from facing harsh realities, which is why so many find solace in it. After all, we’re all escaping from the burden of confronting ourselves.